Poetry
The cost of dreams
The cost of dreams
The costs of dreams they don't realise Until they don't materialise And you curse fate Begin to hate And get into a state 'Cause that cushy job didn't come about That fancy car or million pound Then it begins to cut deep inside Resisting tears because of pride All hopes and dreams collide Leaving just nothingness Everything a mess The slowing of time The flowing of rhyme Feeling like a crime And then the question Why does this happen to me Dreaming was meant to be free No hidden fee So why all the pain On my heart a stain Forget about gain I just feel a loss Of my fate I ain't the boss My future I can't gloss Taking each day as it comes Feeling down in the slums Overloading with cliche This is the price you pay For daring to dream Desiring the serene You begin yearning to scream But you choke ‘em back Cut no slack Cannot let it show Even though Nice and slow It tears you up inside.
But you know the answer is not in drugs Or riding with the wannabe thugs That crack an’ dope Just a more slippery slope Into eternal misery Away from the periphery Of all God’s blessing His warmth like a parent caressing Your soul de-stressing Your problems addressing In this world and the afterlife Getting through all the strife Cutting through it with a knife ‘Til the moment comes when you can sink in prostration To the Lord of all creation Every being and nation And understand The size of the hand That you’ve been dealt The feelings you’ve felt The hope that you smelt Was for a reason Like the change of season It don’t feel right But what’s not in our sight Is the wisdom The understanding That Allah is not demanding Or reprimanding But giving you the chance To take a stance Without a backward glance At the enemy who drags you down Making life a joke an’ you a clown ‘til in your desires you drown.
So I turn to the One who can lift me up Fix me up Help me up From my self-made squalor Ignoring any dime or dollar Seeking the full measure Untainted pleasure Of the One The Only The Holy The Bountiful And Most Merciful. Comments (1)
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